nightmare...

i had a dream. :(

i was just married with a pretty girl.  i don't remember who she was.... 

one day, she told me that i'd never presented any jewlery to her.  so i said "ok, let's go buy one."  feeling sorry for her, i also was expecting to spend a lot of money for that. but the one she picked was much more expensive than i thought and even i was able to afford... :( 

she was so stupid... how could she even imagine i could afford it... it was tens of thousands of dollars... 

anyway i bought it with credit cards installments like forever, and i thought over and over... and decided to let her go...she was not my kind of person... but she insisted not to divorce... and i got stuck with her... !!!

the pain and feeling was too serious... it was around 3am when i actually waked up from the nightmare...  i couldn't get back to sleep for a while...  i was scared....