one of the apostles said God is not far...
yes... it is absolutely true... He is all over the place... omnipresent...
but it is extremely hard for us (at least for me) to get Him....
sometimes i feel like walking with Him is like weight training...
it's never going to be done in one night.... we have to put a lot of time in training to get strong...
in other sense, however, it's nothing like weight training... at all...
if we put some time in weight training, we can tell... the difference even though it is really small... still....
but walking with God? some day we can feel... but someday we cannot...
can you imagine our muscles are gone all of a sudden one day? but feeling God can be....
here is another analogy... God is more like our brain...
He is not far...actually close enough to everybody... we can say all the time there is God... as is our brain...
but as it is really hard to understand the brain, He is like that... except much harder than the brain...
many good christians say that we need to disciplined.. and they add it is not that easy...
if it is such a hard procedure... it might not be for me... who is not ready for the "extremely hard training."
oh God...
where are you? are you still there talking to me in a way i don't get?
are you waiting for me to get there through a lot of training... ?
you should come to me... you know me... who is not able to go up there...
oh God...
come to me...again... everyday... every single moment...
and put everything where it should be... and how it is supposed to be...
you alone....save me... from all the mess...and confusion....
i am right here... waiting for you...
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