why? why? why???

Why are you downcast, O my soul? Why so disturbed within me?

Put your hope in God, for I will yet praise him.

(Psalms 42:5, NIV)

i don't know why i am downcast... i don't know even who i am... or what kind of person i am...

but He knows... He knows even my deepest heart and even my hidden motives....

i put my hope not in me but in Him...

not knowing what it means.... but knowing He has a plan for me...